1. Raw

    I didn’t mean to start crying
    But when you put your arms around me
    The tears wouldn’t stop
    They stained our shirts and fell on your pale hands
    Broken sobs escaped my chest
    But you didn’t leave
    You just held me tighter


  2. I love you (both)

    It’s cold and early
    The sunlight still just a grey wash
    The thoughts keep running through my head
    Heads or tails
    You or him
    And I can’t help but worry
    About the choices I’ve made
    But in this moment
    I’m left without any answers
    I just know that pain is inevitable
    And that I’m sorry


  3. Edges

    Something changed
    After I almost lost you
    When I looked into your eyes
    And couldn’t find you in them
    It pulled me closer
    Too close
    I lost my footing
    And fell


  4. mostlyfiction:

    When you were finally
    here with me it somehow
    felt as if you were not
    really here with me at all.
    You must have left
    your heart at home,
    packed everything else
    that was of less importance
    just to be safe and to
    make sure that you didn’t
    forget it when it was
    your time to leave.

    (via mostlyfiction)


  5. Run Away

    Maybe it’s silly of me, a naive wish of some stupid, lovesick girl. But I wish you would take me with you, when you leave. I wish we could go lose ourselves to the world, and find what we lost in the places we’ve only dreamed of.

    I don’t think that will happen though. Maybe in a movie, in a book, in a story. But those girls don’t have these weights on their shoulders, those girls can leave.

    Even if you wanted to take me away with you, I don’t know if I could leave. Because if I did, how could I ever come back?

    Loving you is the single most selfish vice I have ever allowed myself to indulge in. But I think it is one of the most selfless too. They say that everyone deserves to be happy, and I can only hope that includes me too.


  6. Mindful

    After your absense
    I’ve learned that I can love you
    Without losing myself

    I’ve given you enough
    I can keep something for myself


  7. I missed you, and I knew you missed me too.

    I didn’t think it would happen
    Didn’t expect it
    Wanted it to, but knew it wouldn’t
    I had laid my head on your knee out of habit
    Wanting to be closer to you but knowing not to push
    But then I felt you start to stroke my hair
    Your fingers gently playing with it, pulling softly
    Trailing down my back
    Touching me with urgent familiarity
    That my skin remembered all too well
    And I couldn’t stand it anymore
    I had missed you too much for too long
    So when I turned my face up to kiss you
    I didn’t hold back
    I didn’t expect the same ardor
    But your kisses were just as hungry as mine

  8. <3

    Thank you :)


  9. "It had flaws, but what does that matter when it comes to matters of the heart? We love what we love. Reason does not enter into it. In many ways, unwise love is the truest love. Anyone can love a thing because. That’s as easy as putting a penny in your pocket. But to love something despite. To know the flaws and love them too. That is rare and pure and perfect."
    — Patrick Rothfuss, The Wise Man’s Fear